Somebody save me

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.....
I think i lost my will to go on with this shit life.
What should i do? I am confused......
Should i stop doing what i am doing now and balik kampung or continue with this shit...
I cant take the nagging and complaint anymore!
Everything i did is wrong....
I am afraid that i am going to be like Dr. David Banner....
"Dont make me angry. You dont like me when i am angry"
then suddenly my colour change from dark brown to green....
and suddenly i am Lou Ferrigno...
Please God....give me a sign...should i stop or should i continue....
"To be or not to be"